Tuesday, April 22, 2008
{ 8:11 AM }
i finally managed to at least have some time to use the comp(: yesterday was our results day. it was quite horrible because at first they made us go into a lt, then they talked until very serious. after that, they flashed a name list. there were the names since it's a name list. at first i was looking for my name, but i couldnt find mine. but as i looked down, i finally found my name(: it was quite unbelievable though..it really felt like a dream. then those people who had their names on the list had to move to another room. there they gave us briefing on our camp and the investiture and every other thing we need to know. i want to be in pa. then can get to communicate with hc(: hope hope hope also there..oh. today was quite a nice day also. hahaas. my index number is..14? how come?? at first i was 15!!!! ah. oh wells. i just returned from school. and i'm suppose to have studied my physics. i have not touched f and d yet. guess i'm going to fail horribly. still got chem spa havent do..luckily i finished my trigo tutorial(: did it during maths lec.
i want to thank everyone who have been there for me-queen, mians, huishan, mao, shuying, thendral,08s204. i'll jia you one. must start to mug already..but i still slacking during recess talking nonsense with they all..sigh. theodora, no more time to play!!!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
{ 7:10 PM }
I'M SO HAPPY! hahaas...awwwww...but i dont dare to say why i'm so happy(: i'm just happy(: but i'm still scared lar. i dont think i can get into sc lar. but then it's all worthwhile. but right, if i cant get into sc, i've to go back..this is what i dont want happen to me. oh god, please let me be part of it. then that way whatever made me happy can make me happier(:(:(:
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW....
i'm still in my fairytale world..lalala~
p.s. if anyone see me (theodora) please bring me back into the real world.
HAHA HAHA HAHA!!! i'm so happy!!!!!!!
awwwwww.
{ 7:06 AM }
i changed my blog song. this song is so nice. it's the come together of six songs though i dont know which are the songs. tomorrow is the release of the 6th sc already. i'm kind of scared although i know i wont get in, but there's still this part of me thinking i can. argh. it feels so horrible. it's your head against your heart. you know..contradiction within your own body. hahaas. tomorrow will be quite a sucky day because there's pe. hope they dont do anything streneous during pe..
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
{ 4:42 AM }
today marks the last day of my journey as a council nominee. from the first council nomiee briefing until now, it has already been 5 weeks. truly, this period has been the most enjoyable and enriching time of my life. tgif, soccer cheerings, rally and election. i think i've really grown a lot through this experience.
this journey made me realise how important my friends are to me, both new ones and old ones. "council nomiee" have allowed me to make many new friends whom i share my memories, thoughts and experience with. they are the people who made me like this journey.
from the bottom of my heart, i wish to thank those people who have helped me in one way or another:
queen thank you for lending me your house to make my placard and posters. thank you for also helping out in making my posters.
mians thank you for helping me make my placard and posters. thank you for also giving me ideas on what to do for my rally and saying that i can do it.huishan thank you for helping me make my placard and posters. thank you also for supporting me.yiting thank you for helping me make my posters.mao thank you for helping me ask people to vote for me.xy thank you for saying you'll vote for me.shuying thank you for always being there to support me, especially in times when i feel really dejected. thank you also for always waiting for me when i'm having council nominee meetings.thendral thank you for encouraging me when i feel that i cant make it anymore.08S204 thank you for cheering me on and cheering for me during my rally and election. yihui and supanee thank you for listening to me talk about my problems. my mentors, vincent and charlene thank you for guiding me as i go through the journey of a council nominee.6th council nominee thank you for being so nice and friendly(:if i forget to thank anyone who have helped me, i'm sorry. but just know that theodora really thank you for the bottom of her heart.
time flies. it's already the end of my council nominee days. maybe i'll be in the council, maybe i won't(most probably i won't), but all these memories i have during this period of my life will always be kept in the deepest corner of my heart. i'll never forget the friends i've made, the things i've learnt and the fun i've had. bye bye number 27. no more theodora, council nominee 27 but only theodora. bye bye soccer cheering. bye bye going to school early. i'll really miss my council nominee days.
now i'm back to my old self..
Sunday, April 13, 2008
{ 6:39 AM }
i've got so much thing i want to say. ok..we had movie marathon on thursday. this was the day i had been looking forward too and it has finally came(: on thursday itself i was already very excited and could not wait for school to end. after school ended, i chiong home to bathe and pack all my stuff. went to school with hoa kiat and lip chew and his friend. shuying joined us when we were in the hall. the first movie was warlords. it's the only movie i was totally awake. the second was secrets. by this time, i couldnt keep my eyes open and laid down to sleep. the floor was hard man. when i woke up, it was nearing the end of secrets and i went out for a trip to the toilet. because the air con was too cold, i decided to stay outside the hall for a while. i went back into the hall half way through 200 pounds beauty. towards the end of that show, i slept again. before kungfu dunk, i woke up again to go to the toilet with shuying. this time we ended up sleeping on the study benches because it's too cold inside. seriously, i enjoyed the movie marathon a lot. hope we'll be able to go again next year..and next year, i'll try my extreme best not to sleep man.
sat mum brought me out for lunch to celebrate my birthday. we went fish and co(: the food there is nice!! but too bad she thought otherwise. oh wells. fish and co brought back some memories-our last lunch as the 08S204(my very extremely x infinity lovely pae class). after that we walked around.
i slept a lot during the weekends. but i think i accomplished a bit. at least i finished my lit essay..and..i finish revising my chem, although i still dont really understand what it is all about. tomorrow got consolidation quiz. i want to pass! a pass will do.
have you ever tried having so many things you want to say, but you just cant say it out? i'm experiencing this right now. i've got so many things to talk about, but i dont know who to tell. i just dont feel safe here. if i can, i'll write all my secrets and bury it in a very safe place. a place where no one will ever find out. or write it down and put it into a bottle, then throw it into the sea. i'll let my secrets float to a place where nobody knows me. or or or, i'll tie a balloon onto my secret and let it fly away, fly far far away from me.
i'm a dreamer, but people who dont dream dont have a life.
Monday, April 07, 2008
{ 8:44 PM }
today's my birthday! hahaas. i think my class very sweet. shuying bought a cake to school then they celebrated my birthday with me(: this is my very first time celebrating my birthday in school. it's one of my happiest day in this whole year. thank you everyone(: hope there will be more of this type of days(: later meeting mians and queen! anyways, yesterday was my rally. it wasnt very good though because i forgot what i was suppose to say and kept referring to my paper and that's my own fault for not preparing everything earlier. but i'm happy because it went on smoothly. i wish to thank everyone who clapped for me and screamed for me-those people in my class and others whom i know and who knows me. after school we had meeting again. it ended quite late like around 8. towards the end, i was quite emo already because my mum kept calling and calling and i was quite irratated with someone. i should feel guilty getting irraiated with that person. so sorry(but the person wont know=P) when i couldnt stand it anymore, just as i was walking out of the school, i broke down. it felt really very painful when people just dont understand you. i wanted so much to talk to someone, but when i called, nobody picked up the phone. sigh. but in the end had a talk with supanee and yihui. thank you so much man. if not for you all i wont pour everything out and feel so much better. on my way back home on the bus, i had a long thought. the journey is difficult, but who said it was easy? i'm scared i'm unable to get in. friday made me want to get in even more. i will work for it. it, my maths test, my physics test and my life saving exam for now.
i m gay
please vote for the gay no.27
hahahahahaha!
rarrrrrrrr
Sunday, April 06, 2008
{ 7:07 AM }
tml is 070408. guess what date it is? it's my rally day!i havent even memorised my speech. partly it's because i just changed my speech-.-" i dont want to dance..because i dont want to disgrace myself if i cant dance. especially infront of everyone. HA. man. i'm damn scared ok. hahaas. and tml got chem test): pe too! ahh!!hate tml! but guess what? it's two more days to my birthday(: hahaas! yay~we finished our event on friday. it was quite high..and it made me want to be a part of sc even more. after this thursday, everything will be ok!
jiayou theodora, you can do it one.